ok i need to vent.

one.
my shitty laptop charger is on it's dying days, but since i have no money to afford a new one, and because i spent 8 quid on a new one that blew up, i'm choosing not to buy a new one. but instead i'm just going to tape my old one back together, day after day and moan and bitch about it.

two.
there is not a day that goes by when there are not kids in my house, my mother thinks it's a good idea to keep bringing 4-5 of her most distant friend's children to come live with us every fucking day, they spend all day in my home, eating my food and making a mess. then they go out and sleep in my tent and mess it up, which doesn't give me a chance to sleep in it.

three.
the reason i want to sleep in a tent is because it's too fucking warm in my god damn house, why you may ask? because my mother got someone to fix our electricity so we only have to pay for the lights and not the stuff we plug in. but they made it so we get charged for NOTHING, so now she's got the power turned back on, and is leaving the oven and george foreman on 24/7 so it puts our bills up so we don't get caught, and because my room is directly across from the kitchen, i'm dying from the heat. i can't stand the heat, and i'm not even in the fuckin' kitchen.

four.
how shitty my phone is. my samsung slide broke in like 2007, and instead of getting a new one, i borrowed a pink samsung from 2002 or whatever from someone, it does the job, but when i see everyone on msn and myspace on there phones, it makes me angry. i feel i should be allowed to myspace on my phone as a birth right.

five.
useless jobcenter people being useless. i was supposed to get money on the saturday i was at titp, so my mother lent me 80 quid upon going, and she'd take it out my bank while i was away, my money was put in NINE DAYS late, that's right. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 day's late. so it means i have had to do without money for 2 weeks, and will have to do so for another week now, untill they get there act together.

six.
i don't own a synth, why are they so expensive? they're just big keyboards with knobs all over them, i could make one in ten minutes (outrageous claim).

seven.
i've been stuck in the house with nowhere to go for like 4 days now, a record for me as of late, i can't keep falling into this routine, i need something to do today, whatever it is, some one take me out, i'll go shoe shopping, i'll go for a manicure, get a bikini wax, whatever as long as it doesn't involve being in my house, any other house is fine, the house from the amityville horror is fine, the house that jon benet ramsey was murdered in, is fine, just as long as it isn't my house.

eight.
the floor boards in my living room are fucked because there was a flood because the aforementioned children stood on the radiator and broke the knob off it, the floor boards have all popped up and now it looks like the great pyramids of egypt have been reconstructed in my living room.

nine.
my laptops apparent incomprehensible lack of ability to download pirated film torrents. everything says it'll take about 65 days to download. i'm about ready to kick up fuck if i can't watch the jonas brothers in 3d right now.

and finallyyy

ten.
my sheer lack of effort to post anything even remotely worthwhile on my blog, i mean seriously, if this is the best i can come up with then i might as well end the blog (and my life) forever.

happy nicola?